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you don’t need to go far to find anything meaningful it’s always right around you you don’t need to say all that much to make someone or even yourself feel there’s a whole world going on beneath you that you don’t even know of
you don’t need to go far to find anything special it was right beside you all along you stare blankly at a lamp it seems to be warbling coming in and out of focus in half second increments you are entirely fascinated by it you notice the ridges on the glass and how they are textured in such a way that you could only imagine feels nice when you rub your fingers on it youd like to think that whoever made this ran there fingers on it Hector has been talking to you for almost 50 minutes now his voices blends in with the light you slowly absorb it through your skin overwhelmed with everything all at once it all feels so much there is so fucking much it is absolutely insane everyday every single person is walking a tightrope doing their best to stay balanced some have mastered the art so well they don’t even notice the tight rope they don’t notice their friends voice blending in with the light to where they are unsure of what came first and what comes after the tightrope is slowly encroaching onto everything the fridge humming for years never-ending the fridge is blind to it’s own balancing act
The ceramic plate stares back at you the teddy bear stays motionless but the pink and blue pastel colored chevrons dance and twinkle about the bordering teddies bear all beautiful in their own way the air purifier humming endlessly blind to the balancing act it does every single day making sure that it hums the exact same way that it has always hummed you notice the hum you notice the bear you notice the car in the distance driving up B street foot on the gas to climb up the hill because it’s late as fuck and who cares if I zoom down this street empty intersections dazzling lights hundreds of homes fuck them all who gives a shit the ceramic bear plate is doing it’s thing you burnt your fricking bagel it’s too bright you turn off all the lights you smell things you have never smelt before you finally taste for the first time in your life but this is much different than I or you will have ever known I need you to stick with me because we are so close to understanding something truly spectacular but I need you to really stick with me here, please, it’s really important, I am so close to distilling actual meaning from nothingness, it’s a delicate act, unspooling the most delicate thread pull to tight and it snaps, please, stay with me, you don’t need to go far to find something meaningful. You stare into a constellation of crumbs a topography of burnt black marks raise to the heavens burning stars reaching for nothing but who gives a fuck craters that would be best filled with globs of honey you reach for the bear shaped bottle to pour bear snack goo onto your bear ceramic plate you wish you were wearing your bear shaped hat its tastes really fucking good a plain bagel you bought from smiths with a 2 for 1 deal it was $5.29 you only remember because it’s the first thing you rung up and you thought to yourself $5.29 for bagels what the fuck
CONSUMER REPORT 4 EVER 🧡



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